Charles Darwin is a Sham.
For real. I looked it up (in a text book not even on the 1/2 truth internet)
All he did was suck his thumb and be a daddy's boy... then he wanted to be popular. So he copied some poor (like the no money poor) guys work and took all the credit. I laugh at this because all the atheisist are following the wrong guy.
So tonight is the S.A.D.D. awakathon... and i am NOT there... this is a sadd thing (did you like that nice pun??)
So ahhh pretty much having my own where i sleep in and umm... do fun things yeaa
Fo Sho
I dont need no jell-o pool to make me happy im good to go i guess
all right so im pouting, no big deal
mmmkay aaaand im done
So I went to youth group at the north west today. It was super fun we definatly won!!!
yay for us. It just meant that we got our chocolate bars first.
Oh and we played my favorite game................. 4 on a coutch!!!!|!!!
I was one happy camper fo sho
But im out, im no 'wakathoner
So night!(or what ever time of day it is when you are reading this)
|<>| Jenny |<>|
Friday, May 11, 2007
Friday, April 13, 2007
Ramblings 11:20 At Night
Here is a post...
I am not posting out of joy,
Out of fear of my well being while I sleep.
Danae and Karissa are here and well they keep hugging me.
Jk send for help.
JK fo real.
We definitely went to Xtreme Duct Tape Fest tonight at my church.
What's so extreme about it, you ask?
Absolutely nothing.
Unless you count making crafts as an extreme risk to your health and well being.
Karissa totally scammed Danae's juice right from under her nose.
DINGUS.
Tomorrow we shall attack the Kunkel household at dawn, possibly with Pop Tarts and Lucky Charms in hand.
And then we will also take on the risk of puddle jumping and thrift store shopping.
Perhaps if we are lucky we might even go to McDonalds so Danae can get another toy to add to her bizarre Mary Poppins bag of wonders.
Tomorrow shall be a wonderful day, because we will get to hang out in town and maybe even have a Tim Tam milkshake.
This is Jennifer Murosoe, Dingus Danae, and Krazy Karissa signing off!
I am not posting out of joy,
Out of fear of my well being while I sleep.
Danae and Karissa are here and well they keep hugging me.
Jk send for help.
JK fo real.
We definitely went to Xtreme Duct Tape Fest tonight at my church.
What's so extreme about it, you ask?
Absolutely nothing.
Unless you count making crafts as an extreme risk to your health and well being.
Karissa totally scammed Danae's juice right from under her nose.
DINGUS.
Tomorrow we shall attack the Kunkel household at dawn, possibly with Pop Tarts and Lucky Charms in hand.
And then we will also take on the risk of puddle jumping and thrift store shopping.
Perhaps if we are lucky we might even go to McDonalds so Danae can get another toy to add to her bizarre Mary Poppins bag of wonders.
Tomorrow shall be a wonderful day, because we will get to hang out in town and maybe even have a Tim Tam milkshake.
This is Jennifer Murosoe, Dingus Danae, and Krazy Karissa signing off!
24 days of blog starvation
My poor poor blog...
I haven't written in such a long time. I must be the worst blog owner ever. Just Kidding.
So now I have to do a super long blog to make up for all the time we have missed.
Well Drama Fest has been and gone with us losing (of course) but I met thee coolest people from Turtleford.
All my friends ditched to Costa Rica... and left me here in this melting winter wasteland. But I don't mind I sit here and get presents while they pay 2 grand... I feel like I'm getting the better deal.
Joni, Karissa and I had the sleepover of a life time. Which could only mean STEEL NARROWS and TIM TAMS!!!!
Erin and I (as always) took candid shots of each other. ya for being related.
I now am working at the kids club in meadow lake. Too fun.
I shall go puddle jumping on Saturday for Derek's birthday.
I am just too excited for what the rest of the month will be like.
I would elaborate on each of these things but I have to work tomorrow and I am going to be a grouch.
Over and out,
Jenny
P.S. and I got addicted to myspace, shame shame on me.
I haven't written in such a long time. I must be the worst blog owner ever. Just Kidding.
So now I have to do a super long blog to make up for all the time we have missed.
Well Drama Fest has been and gone with us losing (of course) but I met thee coolest people from Turtleford.
All my friends ditched to Costa Rica... and left me here in this melting winter wasteland. But I don't mind I sit here and get presents while they pay 2 grand... I feel like I'm getting the better deal.
Joni, Karissa and I had the sleepover of a life time. Which could only mean STEEL NARROWS and TIM TAMS!!!!
Erin and I (as always) took candid shots of each other. ya for being related.
I now am working at the kids club in meadow lake. Too fun.
I shall go puddle jumping on Saturday for Derek's birthday.
I am just too excited for what the rest of the month will be like.
I would elaborate on each of these things but I have to work tomorrow and I am going to be a grouch.
Over and out,
Jenny
P.S. and I got addicted to myspace, shame shame on me.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Im NO pitty partyer!
All righty so ahh I pulled pitty party and I really should have grown up a bit and just taken it to God and not made it look like im such a poor poor me wimp.
Cause im not and I just gotta suck it up.
So I think that like my fav. Relient K song goes. //Im on the up and up, im not giving up//
Too pumped I am for Drama fest! Cause I get to hang out with my fav. LOON LAKERS!
But then again I definatly need sleep cause I think that Im about to pass out.
Oh and our drama is preforming tomorrow... (hesitant gunts) I... think... that... we'er... ready...
OK so we could use like 20 more practises. but we are gonna make it.
Well english and I have a date at Microsoft Word. Its gonna be hawt!
Laters,
Jenny
Cause im not and I just gotta suck it up.
So I think that like my fav. Relient K song goes. //Im on the up and up, im not giving up//
Too pumped I am for Drama fest! Cause I get to hang out with my fav. LOON LAKERS!
But then again I definatly need sleep cause I think that Im about to pass out.
Oh and our drama is preforming tomorrow... (hesitant gunts) I... think... that... we'er... ready...
OK so we could use like 20 more practises. but we are gonna make it.
Well english and I have a date at Microsoft Word. Its gonna be hawt!
Laters,
Jenny
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Knives and Jump-drives
Today is my almost birthday...
and I have many a present to show for it!...
JK
I dont BUT I do have some really SWEET stuff though.
Family:
like a JUMP-DRIVE that is like thee coolest present ever (my buddy totaro is doing a fine job of modeling this present) and also $90 but thats minor details.
Friends:
Well Janelle got me a lovely sweater and 3 burnt cds
Danae also got me a burnt cd, three shirts from the thrift store and a awesome side bag, and a shirt that was bought.
I LOVE PRESENTS.
But the bad part of my almost birthday is that I have to work on my theatre arts project and it is cutting cardboard with a exato knife (totaro is also doing a fine job of modeling this). It is certianly NOT fun. and to top it all off there is a dance at Bean There and I am not going... but that is ok every one will be drunk anyways and Hanging out with drunks is not #1 on my list of fun things to do... it dosn't even qualify so there.
Tomorrow is my for real birthday and I am ever so pumped! Cause that means that everyone must wish me a happy birthday and be happy! YAY that is my favorite and that is all.
But I do wish that I could hangout with my family cause they are definatly my favorites for real.
boo for Drama Dress rehersal.
Me and Erin had fun times today!
And that is my day!
Happy St. Patricks Day! (and my almost birthday)
Jenny
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Im on the Up and up.
I just dont know... I mean I try to be a good person and understand everyone
but maybe its just me and I suck at understanding people.
I seriously just dont know.
I think that people underestimate us teenagers. We do a pretty good job at messing up life. Well we dont mess it up but we sure do get upset and hurt alot.
At being upset and hurt I am the princess. Only second to those drama queens in hollywood and such.
Kaitlyn and I had a really good talk today and it was well needed. Some really upsetting and very God questioning things came up and I really needed a sholder to cry on. I was really needing Gods peace to calm my self to understand what is happening. In the words of Relient K:
I Am Understood?
Sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
This version of myself
I try to hide behind
I'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
And sometimes I'm so thankful for your loyalty
Your love regardless of
The mistakes I make will spoil me
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need
[Chorus]
You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood
And sometimes I spend my time
Just trying to escape
I work so hard so desperately, in an attempt to create space
Cause I want distance from the utmost important thing I know
I see your love, then turn my back and beg for you to go
[Chorus]
You're the only one who understands completely
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely
And sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words
If I think of something worthy I know that its already yours
And through the times I've faded and you've outlined me again
You've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then
[Chorus]
The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
This is how my life is going at this point. I am really having a hard time of letting things go and just giving them to God. I hold on to problems figuring that I can fix them all I need is a little space. It seems that I fail every time but that is expected seings how I am useless without God. I am so stuborn and selfish alot of the time that I have tunnel vision toward all the help in this world and it seems all I want to do is just look at the problem and stress over it. I feel so helpless, like im caught in a glass box the only option left is to break the glass and really asess the problem.
A verse I really like,
// You're the only one who understands completely
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely//
This is how it really is I feel like I have all these bad thoughts and horrible things stiring in me but God does and he understands and just has compassion. I know that I couldnt be this accepting in a million years and he can just as quickly understand as you need the understanding in the first place.
"Up and up" Relient K
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh
[Chorus]
You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why
[Chorus]
I really like this song. For its lyrics and its tune. The part that sticks out to me the most is
"Cause I'm just trying to be//A better version of me// For you"
I have a really bad habit of trying to be someone or something different for everyone so that everyone will accept me and like me. THIS IS VERY WRONG. If you do this stop. You are not being fair to others by hiding your really self and being unfair yourself most importantly by not letting your real self (which lots of people will accept) out.
So Please pray my friends and I are going through a rough patch right now.
Letting go,
Jenny
P.S. sorry this is so dreary and long (and probably boring). I will make the next blog more happier.
P.P.S. Thanks Kaitlyn and Danae for listening and being there. You mean the world to me.
but maybe its just me and I suck at understanding people.
I seriously just dont know.
I think that people underestimate us teenagers. We do a pretty good job at messing up life. Well we dont mess it up but we sure do get upset and hurt alot.
At being upset and hurt I am the princess. Only second to those drama queens in hollywood and such.
Kaitlyn and I had a really good talk today and it was well needed. Some really upsetting and very God questioning things came up and I really needed a sholder to cry on. I was really needing Gods peace to calm my self to understand what is happening. In the words of Relient K:
I Am Understood?
Sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
To hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
This version of myself
I try to hide behind
I'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
And sometimes I'm so thankful for your loyalty
Your love regardless of
The mistakes I make will spoil me
My confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need
[Chorus]
You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood
And sometimes I spend my time
Just trying to escape
I work so hard so desperately, in an attempt to create space
Cause I want distance from the utmost important thing I know
I see your love, then turn my back and beg for you to go
[Chorus]
You're the only one who understands completely
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely
And sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words
If I think of something worthy I know that its already yours
And through the times I've faded and you've outlined me again
You've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then
[Chorus]
The noise has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
Your voice has broken my defense
Let me embrace salvation
This is how my life is going at this point. I am really having a hard time of letting things go and just giving them to God. I hold on to problems figuring that I can fix them all I need is a little space. It seems that I fail every time but that is expected seings how I am useless without God. I am so stuborn and selfish alot of the time that I have tunnel vision toward all the help in this world and it seems all I want to do is just look at the problem and stress over it. I feel so helpless, like im caught in a glass box the only option left is to break the glass and really asess the problem.
A verse I really like,
// You're the only one who understands completely
You're the only one knows me yet still loves completely//
This is how it really is I feel like I have all these bad thoughts and horrible things stiring in me but God does and he understands and just has compassion. I know that I couldnt be this accepting in a million years and he can just as quickly understand as you need the understanding in the first place.
"Up and up" Relient K
Yesterday
Is not quite what it could've been
As were most of all the days before
But I swear today
With every breath I'm breathing in
I'll be trying to make it so much more
Cause it seems I get so hung up on
The history and what's gone wrong
And the hope of a new day
Is sometimes hard to see (what you see)
And though I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
And the light there at the end is
Where I'll be
Cause I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
And I haven't given up
Given up on what
I know I'm capable of
And I'm on the up and up
I'm on the up and up
Yeah there's nothing left to prove
Cause I'm just trying to be
A better version of me
For you
A better version of me
For you
To be prosperous
Would not require much of me
You see contentment is the one thing
It entails
To be content with where I am
And getting where I need to be
I'm moving past the past
Where I have failed
But I'm finally catching onto it
And now the past is just a conduit
Right there at the end
Is where I'll be
Oh
[Chorus]
You never cease
To supply me with
What I need
For a good life
So when I'm down
I'll hold my head up high
Cause you're the reason why
[Chorus]
I really like this song. For its lyrics and its tune. The part that sticks out to me the most is
"Cause I'm just trying to be//A better version of me// For you"
I have a really bad habit of trying to be someone or something different for everyone so that everyone will accept me and like me. THIS IS VERY WRONG. If you do this stop. You are not being fair to others by hiding your really self and being unfair yourself most importantly by not letting your real self (which lots of people will accept) out.
So Please pray my friends and I are going through a rough patch right now.
Letting go,
Jenny
P.S. sorry this is so dreary and long (and probably boring). I will make the next blog more happier.
P.P.S. Thanks Kaitlyn and Danae for listening and being there. You mean the world to me.
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